i'm wearing my humanity

facing one of those days, i told robin i couldn't get out of bed. she said i had to, i was our only hope. great.....how hopeless must my wife feel. it is hard to inspire people sitting on the toilet with stress diarrhea.

who am i to be ?

C. S. Lewis wrote in The Weight of Glory,
It is a serious thing to live in a society of possible gods and goddesses, to remember that the dullest and most uninteresting person you talk to may one day be a creature which, if you saw it now, you would be strongly tempted to worship, or else a horror and a corruption such as you now meet, if at all, only in a nightmare. . . . There are no ordinary people. You have never talked to a mere mortal.